The problem was that people didn't get me and my mental illness made them doubt the credibility of my spiritual awakening.
Its easy to tell someone to fight like you mean it, but its another thing to talk about specific moments you chose to do that yourself.
Most people believe that the two are antonymous. That they can't coexist. That's about as accurate as saying being in a wheelchair and being Christian doesn't coexist, or having any disability. The fact is that thinking is false.